wait what.

wait what.


Not only was this my "favorite" phrase in high school (it donned the back of my SENIOR GIRLS shirt) but this phrase also accurately describes this time in my life. There are days when I wake up and say to myself "Wait what...?" I wonder how the heck I got to this's the middle of September, I have officially been a member of the work force for about 4 months, I have to start investing in my 401K, I have a car payment, my friends are getting married....the list goes on.

I'm on an alumni committee for SMU called SeRVe which helps recruit prospective students. We called students from our hometown and help answer questions about SMU and the experience. A lot of times when I called, I reached the parents and it's amazing how they change the way they talk to you when you say that you're an alum. They totally change their tone of voice from the "I'm addressing a college student" tone to the "you are my equal/peer" tone. It really started to hit me that while I may still feel like a unprepared student of the "work force", people around me don't necessarily see it that way.

I know that my world will keep changing every day....but sometimes I just wish it would slow down and let me be a kid again. Good thing I'm going to my cousin's wedding this weekend where I'll be the oldest, unmarried cousin in the family...I think it's the perfect excuse to act like a kid.

soundtrack for a rainy day.


Blessed - Brett Dennen
Slow Mo - Steve Moakler 
When a Heart Breaks - Ben Rector 
Yellow - Coldplay 
Heaven - Brett Dennen
Better Together - Jack Johnson
So Damn Lucky - Dave Matthews 
Run - Steve Moakler 
In Your Eyes - Ben Harper 
The One Who Loves You The Most - Brett Dennen 
Something Beautiful - Needtobreathe
Skinny Love - Bon Iver 
I'm On Fire - John Mayer 
Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson
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